Home with the kids and the Disney channel

2009-08-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I wrote. I only have one explanation... I'm tired. Every night I just seem to fall into bed. Anyways we're almost ready for school. 1 week left!! {kind of a silent hip hip horray} I never knew how tiring it would be to raise two toddlers but I think it will be a little easier when I can give them all of my attention. Well sorry to be short but it's time to "fall" into bed. I promise I'll start writing on a regular basis again. Thanx for ur support and understanding.

Ruff Day

2009-08-03T15:50:00.000-07:00

Well I woke up this morning and had to take my 16 year old to son to meet his attorney. To make a long story short Jordan got into a voice altercation with his bus driver a few months ago. He sprayed some Ax cologne in the air on the bus and the bus drier called the police and said he assaulted her. We've already got 1 of the 2 charges dropped because the judge saw that it was ridiculous. The State of course wants him to agree to take probation and plea guilty. I said HELL NO! This lady is crazy and she is not going to ruin my son's life. I already withdrew him from public school, now she wants him to have a record too? Not on my watch. I'll fight to the end on this one! No one messes with one of my babies! Besides honestly if he did it I would make him pay the price and he would own up to his mistake. Anyways so that's that. I found out my mom is sick and she's refusing to go to the doctor. You know how stubborn women are when they get older. She's fighting me and we all know how this is going to turn out. I'll tell her we're going shopping and take her ass right to the doctor's front door. My doctor says I need to pick my battles cause I take on too much and stress myself out but if I don't do these things no one will. Is there anyone else who is taking on as much as me? I could use some advice really.

6 Days left

2009-08-02T20:27:00.000-07:00

Ya know whats funny? Even though we have 6 kids in the house when 1 is gone it seems so quiet. Raelyn left and things just don't feel completely balanced. Jaidyn has been crying all evening. Raelyn is her "almost twin" and it hurts her to be separated from her. I've been comforting her but I know from experience she wont feel better until Rae is back home. I on the other hand am obsessing over the fact that I forgot to make her scrub behind her ears before she left. Is that crazy? What if her dad's wife sees her dirty ears and says " OMG her mother doesn't bathe her!!" Yeah well I probably shouldn't care what she says cause she's still a home wrecking whore!! LOL Needless to say we're counting the days till she comes home...

Sad day

2009-08-02T14:13:00.000-07:00

My baby Raelyn is leaving for a week today. She goes a few times a year to Ft.Lauderdale to visit her dad. Her dad is an awesome father and I know he takes very good care of her but i miss her so much when she leaves. I'm also a little envious,she gets to get a break from all the chaos that is our lives. Anyways she's leaving me and I cant help but to be a little sad. On a good note her dad agreed to give one of our two puppies a home. We adopted the two rat terriers about 3 weeks ago and almost instantly I knew 2 were too many. So maybe today wont be a totally bad day for me.

Sunday

2009-08-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

Well I have a little break today at least for a couple of hours. Raelyn and Jaidyn went to Sunday school. I put everyone else to work and we got some chores done. Now the kids are watching Cars and being quiet {at least for a minute}and I figured I would talk to you guys. Well as I speak the church bus just dropped off the girls.They apparently had lots of fun and love the song Jesus Loves Me. They got to eat goldfish crackers and you would think they hit the lotto. I don't get that reaction when I give them goldfish, the church must bless theres or something. Well I guess that's my cue. Talk to ya later.

The Disney Channel

2009-08-01T18:31:00.000-07:00

So I'm home with the kids and since summer started I have begun to wish I could pay for my satellite by the channel cause we only watch one. Anyone wanna guess which one? I sound like I'm complaining but let me be honest it's kinda grown on me. I know all the shows times,theme songs,and characters. I even named my newborn son Devaun which is a character on That's so Raven! It's ok you can laugh! I'm just wondering am I alone? Should I seek help or maybe come to terms with being a "DORK"?? I knew my kids were my life but I think it might be getting out of hand. lol I swear I used to have a life of my own. Does anyone know what happened? Feel free to comment. I could use some friends with the same "issues".